Sun + Flower

I have never understand why guys always think of red roses first when they give flowers to their loved ones..
not other colors but RED...
I'm never a fans of RED roses..
Im okay with pink or white but definitely not RED..
In fact, there's a period of time which like few years back started around my high school times, I hated red roses so much that I eventually got mad at guys who get me red roses and will throw away the roses.. I know it was really bad of me for doing that.. but at that time, i just couldn't tolerate with red roses.. =P

Seldom people can guess what flower that i like..
Most of the times people will guess red roses or pink roses.
There's maybe only 1 or 2 persons ever guess it correctly.. :S:S
Is it that hard to guess?? Hmmmmm...


It's not RED roses for sure,
not tulip or lily or any others..
It is SUNFLOWER.
I have oways oways heart sunflowers..
It's the prettiest & sunniest flower!!!
I love it how it always move according to the sun's direction..
And it feels so summer, so brightly, and also it smiles all the timesss...
That's the part that attracts me the most..
It's just stunning!!!


Here's are sunflowers pix that i got it off Flickr...

Beautiful rite???

Aww.. i wish i can have a garden of sunflower in da future.. :)

Why out of the blue i blog about sunflower you might wonder??
Bcos..
I need it to cheer the sad-me-now up.. :('



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Smile to me

Bcos,
Your smile kills..
It melts my heart all da times ♥




xoxo

I ♥ U

I am not alone..
I am not left behind..
I am worth of His love..
& I am loved..


Glad to have you all, brothers & sisters.
Glad to see that we had breakthrough in cell and are treating each other as family.
'We're here not to judge, we're here to listen, to encourage, to support & to love each other.'

I love my Father & i love ya all..
XOXO



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A break from study

Worn out from all the revisions..
Still have 4 chapters to go..
Ugghh...



So much wanted to do some baking after seeing these photos..
Thinking of asking mum to mail me the cake deco tools..
but i think she'll never agree to do it...
cos as much as i know her, she will definitely ask me to spend more time on studies.. =P


Waaahhh... So tired.. Can i call it a stop for tonight??
Errrmmm... I guess not..
Drag myself back to study desk..
Not willingly saying buh-bye..



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I wish..

to have my fingers dancing on the keyboard,
playing the melody of my favourite songs..


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Of late..

Been busy.. as always..
Just this time, it's busier..
Assignments, daily & weekly readings, test, and dance pracs are taking up almost all my times..
Even my weekend are taken :('

Still, last sat night, I managed to slot in time for Kokye & Kelvin's house warming party..
It's actually a Mexican Theme Party..
But.. bcos I'm too busy/lazy to check out any costumes, I just anyhow pick something out from my wardrobe and head to it. They almost wanna punish me for not dressing up :P


The host, Kelvin as sheriff & Nicole as angelMyself and the other host, KokYeThe Shrek!! I waited 10 mins outside his house for his make-up!
Then, we girls found another spot in da house to take fotos.. KokYe's room.. Seriously, his room can be turn into a mini club, with all the speakers, clubbing songs, disco lights & the deco.. :P

I left early that nite.. Was too tired >.< Even thou it was short, I'm glad i went & meet up wit my friendss.. So sorry for havent been atching up wit ya guys & babes since Im bac.. Will have one gathering soon kay?? Huggss :)

I recently fell in love with..

Nachos..

&coffee & cakess..

Loadsa ♥

I confess...

Today's sermon was by Ps. Harold Chaala.
A very anointed & spiritual pastor & artist.
His words today has led me to look into my deep down dark side of myself..
where i see all the sins I've committed, see all the excuses I've given to escape from my sins, see all the anger, hatred, impatience, unhappy & the miserable me..

Ps. Harold said this ' Sin is what separate you from fellowship with God. You can't keep repeating your sin then go back to God again, thinking that God will always forgive you.'

I felt so so so terrible. I asked myself what am I doing. Don't I know long enough that my life is preciously given by God and my purpose of life is to fulfill my assignment given by Him. Yet, why am I still sinning?? Uggghhh.. it was really bad.. I was hated myself so much during that moment.

When Ps. Harold asked for those who wanted prayer, I rose up on my feet, went to the front, and start confessing my sins to God. I felt so ashamed to ask for God's forgiveness as He has given more than enough to me and I'm the one not fully appreciating what He has given to me and keep asking for those that are not belongs to His will. I was trembled. I couldn't stop praying and praying and praying.


'Lord, I come to You,
Let my heart be changed, renewed,
Flowing from the grace,
That I found in You
Lord, I've come to know,
The weaknesses I see in me,
Will be stripped away,
By the power of Your love

Hold me close,
Let Your love surround me
Bring me near,
Draw me to Your side
And as I wait,
I'll rise up like the eagle
And I will soar with You,
Your Spirit leads me on
In the power of Your Love '

This song was playing in my mind during the altar call. As I prayed, I know God never give up in me and He's touching my heart to tell me that He love me. Don't forget, you are being loved, by the one and the highest God. And there I found Peace.


Aren't my God wonderful? :)

A gift from God's angel :):)

U're created to make an impact.
Rise up & be a blessing!!



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1st concert in 09'

The Fray & Secondhand Serenade concert !!

It was totally awesome.. despite the long 45 mins wait for the crew to set up..
I was standing like the 5th row in front of the stage.. and they're just right in front of me..
My heart was melted, their live singing blew my mind away..
especially the guitarists.. was really attracted to them..
I start imagining if my future husband is a guitarist.. then i start praying to god that i hope my future husband is a guitarist or at least could play guitar.. in the midst of concert.. lol :D

On the way to the concert.. Was freaked out when i remembered that it was 18+ concert and it's held in a club & i dint have my passport with me!!! Thank God they let us through with our msia driving license.. :)J.Loh-sConcert started with her.. Couldn't remember her name thou.. :PSecondhand Serenade !!!John VeselyHere comes The Fray!!! Ohhhh... I lurvee themm!I like him :)Isaac SladeJoe King


If you dunno them, google them..
Click here for their Mvs.. :)
Secondhand Serenade - Fall for you
The Fray - Over my head



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♥ quiet saturday

I oways oways love the peaceful & quiet weekend..
Spent my Saturday noon with cell group..
We headed to Fremantle for seafood!! :)

The harbour
Snap snap..
Myself & YanHuaCrumbed fish & chips.. :)Us all..Trying out d black & white mode.2 tawau boys..On the railway..The street..View from uphill..Us wit d cannon..Round House.. which used to be prison..Punishment.. I found this really creative.. 100 years calender..Fascinating BMW motorcycle...It's really handsome.. I wonder how much it costs..




The Fray concert in 12 hours time.. Whee..
I wish myself & u all a great week ahead.. :)



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落泪

我..终于忍不住..流下了眼泪..


好久好久..没人对我说这句话了..

一句很简单的话, 对我来说却是多么奢侈.

也掀起了心里一阵感动..

谢谢你, 你的关心正是雪中送炭, 正是我所需要的.




我.. 也只不过是一个女孩..


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Coffee Junkie

Coffee is now a necessity in ma life.

In the morning,
In the midst of assignment or revision,
Or the afternoon of a quiet weekend.

Coffee used to be bitter to me,
which i ever stayed away from.
It has now changed to be a savor,
one that I have addicted to.


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Baking's Fun #1

First time baking cupcakes..
Wit sweetie, Melissa..
Just into mood to do some baking and since i've been craving for cupcakes n never bake one myself, cupcakes is the one.. :)




M for Melissa ; J for Janica

Cheah Yan wit her own deco cupcake :)
Treble Clef for Erwin



I bake 2 flavors of it - vanilla & chocolate..
The basic & also the easiest one.. :P
I don't think I succeed..
It's doesn't taste very good yet.. & the deco also..hmm.. not so nice.. :(
So called mum & ask for advice.. Whee.. will try it again..soon..



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